Yo to all my readers of xigua bloggie... some bad news tat i have to share with u all!!! i will not be updating this bloggie anymore and have moved to a new one!! frenz who wanna noe my new address juz sms me ba... but plz dun give to others! was hoping to keep my new bloggie a private one! thank thanks...
Actually i feel like closing down this bloggie but i realli can't bear to change its kawaii bloggie address and all my archieves! it hold too much memories for me to juz delete it away.. hence i decided to juz start a new one and keep this!! :) will come back off n on to see this sweet sweet blog of mine... pple can still tag my tagbox ah! i will get back to u all...
the reason y??!! some personel reasons which i tink is not convenient to say out there!! sorri...i guess i juz crave for some private space ba!! :) nevertheless... thanks for all my readers' support all this while!!
Take Care...
God Bless....
buTTeRfLy HeAveN
8:25 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
HAHA yes wee wee... i here with another update!!! Haha... my number 1 reader! :P
The events tat occured last week was definitely a turning point in my life! or should i say.. my career pathway!! YES i got the call from silkair to say i am one of the 40 gals that been selected to make up this june/july 2006 intake!! think no words can never describe my feelings when i saw silkair's office number on my hp!! tears juz rolled down when i put down the phone..they were more of tears of relief than joy! LOLZ!!! i was in sheer agony and totally restless the whole morn and early afternoon till they called ard 2.30 pm plus! sighz...silkair seems to be toying me lehz!! i still have a medical checkup to clear and if everything goes smoothly, i can start training in mid sept! excited...
Hmmm i think i gave lots of pple the impression that i DIE DIE must go SIA! some of my frenz said i would be happier if the contract offered is from SIA! YES i dun deny tat i would be overjoyed if it is from SIA but i realize i am equally happy that i manage to be with silkair! these months of trying and waiting... waiting and trying made me very tired and i am juz more than glad tat my efforts are paid off!! no matter what airlines interviews it may be...it is mentally, emotionally and physically draining!! i had once felt that i hit rock bottom in feb/march but i manage to pull myself up to get what i have now! suddenly feel life can be so happening... lolz.. so happening that it can tire me out yet enjoying every moment of it!! SO...i am REALLY contented and grateful for getting in silkair! this is a gift from God that i will always treasure... :)
To my partner in crime >> Dun give up ah! i believe u have what it takes!! juz try and cherish every chance... i will be right behind u pushing u on! jia you...
HAHA...happy! there are lots of happy stuff tat happen to me!! first of all, me manage to start my running routine again! been running my ten rounds the past few weeks...and guess what?!! last week i manage to clear 15 rounds and juz now...i ran 20 rounds ard the track at Toa Payoh Stadium! i think i am NUTS but was really in the mood to run! well conclusion...Tao Payoh is a cool place to exercise!! lolz.. and now my legz are kind of wobbly liao! sighz trying to reduce my weight to 47 kg...ah ah ah...
Secondly...finally have the long-awaited or shd i say delayed sentosa getaway on sat!! attendence list includes me, dearie, joanne, wee and emily!! though din have the chance to cycle ard the beach, had fun playing volleyball and i can wear my bikini! evil luff!! oh then there was this stuff from sentosa tat go ard taking pic of frenz that visit sentosa...he requested to take a photo of us! we agreed.. then he said can he take another!! hehe..he say i look bubbly hence tell me to do smting outrageous or a unique gesture so he can take another pic of us! pengz...i was so paiseh so i say natural is the best! LOLZ..though i noe he is juz saying it to get us to buy the pic later, i was still flattered! lolz..i am a easily satisfied ger!
i juz hope my life can be filled with happy moments all the way but it is impossible!! we must have downs to tell what are ups!! sad moments juz make us treasure happy moments more...hence i really treasure what i have now! i am a lucky person...
Thanks God from the bottom of my heart... :)
buTTeRfLy HeAveN
12:19 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Yes i am back! *claps claps* after such a long long break from blogging, i supposed is time to let the world noe i am still alive n kicking! honestly, my life had never been so exciting for the past one month or so! So many things happen tat i really should have blogged but guess the laziness juz cling on to me like a koala bear to a tree?!! haha...or maybe bees to honey?!! wuhaha what am i toking?! crazy le...
i juz got back from SIA interview and guess what...sweats i din even pass the first round! sighz...i knew it when i entered the room! i was freaking nervous and restless...i think i been restless since last night!! and what made me sick is tat my pharmacu head called me juz before the interview! sux...she discovered my absense at work!! sighz i was still hoping i could get away with it without applying for leave! guess god is fair...he wun help sinners like me! and yes i got kicked out!! i wun find excuses for myself and i can onli say i did badly and i was half hearted! no more comments!! BUT i wun allow this to repeat again!! Tuesday i am going all the way!! and i believe my partner in crime (i wun wan to state her name here coz i dun think she wan pple to noe!) will go along with me! yes we are going to wear that green ketupat! wuhaha... HUGGIEZ...
thanks to all my pals to sms me to wish me all the best! thanks for ur messages and endless encouragement! u all really had been my pillar of support! thanks!!! :) esp wee n rowie! u 2 gers were there all e way... cheers to u both!
well enough about airlines and stuff...i still have a pharmacy life! LOLZ...yes i am a confirmed staff with SGH liao! i was confirmed on the 20th june...but i haven't get my staff card! ah waiting for it to get discounts!! wuhaha!! really enjoyed working at SOC esp basement pharmacy! sighz i'm a little sad tat i am now based at level one instead but i will try to get back down! i dunno y i juz like B1! guess qi qi will understand y! is juz the environment and the pple! haha i juz love the head of B1..xiaofen! i guess i got along with xiao fen than ms tan! sweats!!
Meet lots of pple and some of my colleagues had became my close frenz! i guess if i really leave sgh i will miss them for sure! i will miss the pple and not really the work procedures! hmmm maybe the dispensing duties ba! lolz...i dunno y lehz! i am quite stressed out when i have dispensing slots and when i dun have, i will mumble tat i wanna go dispense! this is what wee will say "fan jian"! :p
To end off this entry, i juz like to say...I LOVE my dearie!! been an emotional uncertain period these pass one mth but i am settling down le! things become clearer and some things are made cleared! i can onli say sorri to him for the hurt and thanks to another for not doing anything (if he did plan to do smthing!) lolz!! confused my dear readers?! to be frank...i am a confused person! so plz forgive me...
HUGGIES to all...
Love, joy & Peace to the world... :)
buTTeRfLy HeAveN
4:00 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Yes i am feeling great!! fantastic!! and i think von will feel the same way too!! :)what i am toking about?? haha is for me n some close frenz to noe and for u to guess!! sorri can't give details but juz believe me..i am having a great time of my life!! now is up to what next week will bring! i hope is good news!! praying hard for the call... >_<
Graduation ceremony sux which is nothing surprising to me!! wuhaha!! i din really wanna attend the ceremony from the beginning but was persuaded by wee n the rest! then a piece of mind from shiya!! sweats!! lolz...but the thing tat rox is i got to see my poly frenz! some of the guys enter army liao and they look almost close to hairless (lolz..) and much tanner! i have to say...guys shd look tan!! :P think tan guys are attractive but ironically, my dearie is quite fair! i think he is fairer than me! hmm...shd pull him to sentosa more often!??!!! hehe...
Simple Msg to my Darlings:
Von >> hope we can work tog for many years to come! u noe what i mean! *wink*
Wee >> Thanks for all ur support!!! must continue to give me confidence boost ah! :)
Yaya >> Can't wait to see u later in a few hours time!! juz love those meet-up sessions with u!! paiseh i always forgot ur anego! lolz...
buTTeRfLy HeAveN
12:32 AM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
HAHA realli in the mood for sales!! i juz spend a bomb over the weekends!! went shopping with wee n gang ard central area and guess what i got?! Finally..i got my Forever 21 demin skirt! though it was not the one i initially wanted but it was one of my fav still! haha the price tag stated 63 bucks but due to the sales, i got it for 58 bucks! well was X but as long i'm happy, who cares right??!! lolz...
next went to cineleisure where i got myself a brown top for 15 bucks! haha i like the top though the msg on it is a little crude and cheezy! haha wee said the words dun fit my age..but nvm la!! haha i still young at heart..sweet 18! :p i can't really rem what the exact words r but i think it went smting like this: "I may not be great but some parts of me are awesome!" wuhaha corny huh?!! happy...wee got her second pair of working shoes le!! think the shoes are nice but i prefer the ones tat i was with her when she brought at bugis! haha coz i also play a part in choosin mehz!!
went to heeren and SHIT i really wanna buy a white working/outing bag! is onli 19.90 and it's nice but i really cannot spend any more le! or else i will be eating wind for the next few days before i got my next allowance from my mum! ah ah..can someone sponsor my shopping spree!?? this is when i hope i can fish a rich man then i can have a set of gold cards to shop!! wuhahaha juz kidding!!!
well the weekends always fly!! haha...now is the weekdays = working days! now i am working at retail pharmacy!!! coz SOC level one n basement one emerged for the week, they send over some patients to retail side hence soc also had to send staff over! me n a pharmacist went her for SOS! well at first i feel little huh in being sent over but luckily there is vonnie!! and after working 2 days there...i feel is okie!! maybe got used to the fast pace, plus i worked there before during my rotations! hope wed n thurs will be a breeze too!! hope thurs the PT test will be an easy one and all of us can pass!!! :)
Some personal tots...
think i sux in relationships!! i tot i am those kind tat can have a clear mind when thing get confusing but i guess i'm not! i ain't tat confident as i tot i am!! i am really tired of things when it comes to the matters of the heart! i feel i am at both the losing side and winning side of my present situations! i dun feel happy or sad!! maybe i should juz numb myself now...as time goes by, i might be better!! :)
buTTeRfLy HeAveN
8:44 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Yes..it had been a busy week..all the way to the end of the weekends!! first of all at work, i was supposed to be allocated at SOC level one but gotta send down back to basement one for dispensing training! and yes..i started to dispense liao and by the second i am doing it SOLO! haha...is not tat i am an expert in dispensing so i can do it on my own but coz i always choose those easy n short prescriptions to dispense! hehe...think after i have complete my research on more drugs then i will attempt those long tedious ones! well...if any there is any thing to be proud of, i attempt dispensing cardiac drugs le! LOLZ...
somehow dispensing made me have the urge to follow my studies in pharmacy line! sighz...i like the feeling of knowing all those drugs and talkin to patients about it! it juz seems so pro but i noe this is juz a passing feeling! think coz dispensing is a new thing to me so i would find it refreshing and interesting! perhaps after sometimei would grow out of it! LOLZ...no matter what, being a cabin crew member will be my ultimate goal! i will jia you de...
hmmm went gym with TWICE this week! haha and manage to use the track mill..happy!! healthy lifestyle sia!!! hmmm i wonder what's my weight now?!! there used to be a weighing machine at the gym but dunno who remove it! ah ah...now i am clueless about my weight! hope i din put on lehz! i wanna be 47 kg ah...be thin and sexy! LOLZ LOLZ...
during the weekends...sat went shopping with wee! happy...she got her working shoes, marcara and some facial products!! LOLZ..i got a garnier toner as it was on sales! hehe...is a gd buy! then in the evening went wil's place for dinner! we made gyoza (spelt like tat??) and my gyoza looks yucky! sighz...the final conclusion is tat i sux in cooking! i can never be a perfect housewife! hmm maybe i will be a perfect desperate housewife?!! haha duh..juz kidding! the gyoza tasted alright but i find it a little plain! hmm we should have bought vingear! sighz...
Sunday came and off to tony roma for work! it really feels nice to meet up with old frenz!! finally manage to do some catching up with liting and helva! one of my bestie pals at work!! known them for 3 over yrs liao! hehe..
might be going to MOS this coming fri with helan his frenz!! heard there is some kind of party at MOS and entry is free!! hmm wonder izzit true!!?? lolz...anyway helva will keep my update about it! can't wait if we are really going coz i never been to MOS! wil told me is a nice place to dance n simply chill out! ah ah looking forward!! then maybe sat will be going to sentosa with emily n gang!! sun is work at tony roma once again! LOLZ...next week will be yet another busy and exciting week! haha...
buTTeRfLy HeAveN
7:45 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Sighz having one of those sleepless nights once again!! actually was kinda of in the zzz-ing till i got rowie's sms! immediately i became alert again...LOLZ what can chit chat do to me! after tat my mum cooked some supper for my bro to eat coz he had overtime n reached home ard 1 am plus! being a glutton, i couldn't resist the food and ate quite a lot! sighz...now i am so bloated that i can't zzz! sighz...hopefully after blogging, the zzz bug will crawl in!
was browsing ard friendster and i came upon the Horoscope section!! This is what it wrote...
AQUARIUS
You know the ostrich that sticks its head in the sand? Don't let that be you today. Pull yourself out of your self-imposed fog and face the issues you've been avoiding. What you don't realize is that they are pretty darn tiny. These are not mountains -- they are molehills! To get rid of them, all you need to do is take a deep breath, look them in the eye and speak the truth. Like the Wicked Witch of the West, they'll dissolve instantly in a poof of smoke.
Hmmm wonder what would be the incident be??!! if what i am thinking what it is then i guess i will say the truth when i am asked!! no point hiding already! what that i tot was fun turned out little exhausting and frustrating!! i dunno what i wan...guess i lost touch of the game le! :( sighz...i jzu let time reveal everything!
buTTeRfLy HeAveN
2:18 AM